This could be because you blog about yourself too much. But hey, that's just my opinion, carry own.

*carry ON, carry ON

I got suckered by the idea of "your unedited voice".

Then I realized I was never going to get much, given all the strikes against me, so why bother?

Note just factually, that explanation has to be at least insufficient. Many of the A-listers are very self-indulgent and notably egotistical - I like the terminology "Big Heads". So such indulgence does not by itself preclude A-listery.